alliemaddyn ([info]alliemaddyn) wrote,
@ 2007-01-26 21:05:00
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Current mood: indescribable
Current music:Evanescence - Cloud Nine

Life, and meme's
Things continue to be rough. I alternate between heart-broken and really fucking angry. I ranted and raved to Teddy on the phone for quite a bit, and he suggested that I write a really nasty email but sit on it for a week to re-evaluate before I sent. While I think that's a great idea, after ranting on the phone, I feel very emotionally drained. I really could use some catharsis, but there's no one I can go to ask for it that I would trust enough in Lexington.

I was buzzing through friend's facebook profiles and stumbled on this test. I think it's fairly accurate.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||| 16%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||| 30%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

One of the things I need to do in the next few months is re-evaluate what I really want out of a relationship. I did the poly thing, and was never happy. One of the things I've discovered about poly is that all the people involved in it have really strong feelings about it, and a fairly rigid definition. And they are each convinced that their particular definition is the 'right one.' I thought the whole point of poly was that you invented your own definitions for how you balanced all your different connections? Maybe I was wrong.

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[info]jasian
2007-01-27 09:04 pm UTC (link)
highest scores in intelligence and sexuality... dangerous.

So I hope hanging out with us makes you feel better about shtuff. You better hang out with us more regardless though, even if it makes you sadder, since, well, I'm selfish that way.

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[info]alliemaddyn
2007-01-28 02:46 am UTC (link)
You guys rock! I feel much better, and I'm definately hanging more with you guys regardless.

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